Analyzer-Overthinking vs. Balanced Mind

    here we go wih a....i have no idea. i am just at lowe's. my phone is broken. i am on my lowes phone. this is how i keep stuff sometimes now i guess. boundaries is what i should be working on. at lowe's people suck my energy rigt out  I am tired.  i am so tired of lowe's. i was crying this morning about chris cornell. i miss cam. i have been meditating a lot. it makes me more calm and makes it so i can feel my feelings more. seratonin reuptake inhibitors are fucking stupid. fuck capitalism. i have a month until my drag performance. i stilldo not know what song i am doing.i gave had some stellar ideas. i need to just get jnto my studio and see what type of hit i end up wih. Idhpuld learn the words to "weird science" by oingo boingo. i really wanna make a mix. gosh.i could ask cody to use his computer to make one. Or should i work on my costume first? maybe i should jut say im doig mad scientist theme. you and i has mad scientist music video. we got weird science. what other songs. didnt nicki minaj make a song about not beig factory made?